-Conflicting Inner Thoughts- by xXMusic-Note-JenXx, literature
Literature
-Conflicting Inner Thoughts-
Why do I feel like there's nothing I can say to you anymore?
We used to be the best of friends, close and friendly with each other.
Now, I feel like there's a large gap in distance between us, one far too big for me to reach out and call for you.
Is it that I'm afraid of being rebuffed, or am I just making things up?
We used to like all the same things and it helped our friendship,
But now I feel like there are so many things I just don't understand.
These people that you befriend -
I know they're going to hurt you, but I'm too scared to interject your happiness.
The things that you like -
I just don't understand them...
Should I tr
-Going on a Journey- by xXMusic-Note-JenXx, literature
Literature
-Going on a Journey-
I'm going on a journey today!
Even though I don't know where I'm going yet, I march towards the horizon.
The wind whispers directions to me, tickling my eardrum.
Pink clouds float lazily above my head, swimming in a sky the color of orange sherbet.
I wonder if they're going to the same place that I am?
How funny, to be followed by clouds!
Out of the corner of my eye, I see a parade of mice.
The music they're playing is ever so cheerful! I spin in a small circle, keeping time with their tune.
What a wonderful place I'm in!
I think I've somehow become lost in this strange world, silly me!
I lean down towards the crowd of tiny musician
-A Special Christmas Present- by xXMusic-Note-JenXx, literature
Literature
-A Special Christmas Present-
I wonder if I'm a fool for noticing so late.
It's almost Christmas, isn't it?
I wonder what type of gifts you'll get this year!
I bet if you ever read this, you'd wonder why I wasn't worrying over my own presents.
I'd just rather you be happy than myself, that's all!
You're more important to me than my own happiness.
I don't think you realize how important you really are to me. I thought I made it obvious when I always told you how brave you were.
I mean, you were able to gather up all of your feelings and ask out that other girl, weren't you?
I wish I could be that strong. I've always wanted to tell someone special how I felt about t
I wonder just what in the world you're doing at this moment...
Are you waiting for me at the other end of this big, blue sky?
One day, as if waking up from a horrible nightmare, I suddenly realized
All of the bits and pieces of my heart had fallen apart and scattered across this barren place, gone forever
Even though you were the one to support me whenever I truly needed a friend,
Even though you were the one to make me smile through the tears that seemed to flow endlessly,
I wasn't able to pick up the pieces I had lost.
The mere thought of an empty void in my chest was far too much to consider
Even though I fought with all of my stre